Is it possible to love two people at once?
Well obviously it is, because we love multiple people in our lifetimes. Our parents, siblings, and friends – we love them all.
But is it possible to love two different guys at once?
I’m starting to think that it is.
I know, sounds like something out of Twilight, right? In reality, it can happen everyday. It’s happening to me right now.
There was a boy last year about this time. He was sweet, funny and the type of guy who buys you random gifts just to show he cared. We dated for a while, but our religious differences became too much to handle. Breaking up with him was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do. As weird as this may sound, I never truly got over him. I moved on, and life has been perfectly fine since. But I never stopped loving him.
Then there’s another guy who I’m sure has no idea how I feel. After all, we’re just friends. (A Computer Science major tends to have a lot of guy friends.) As much as I would love to tell him, I know it would ruin our friendship. And so I stay silent.
I realize this sounds lovesick and depressing, but honestly it’s not. I’m actually okay with being single right now. I know God will work things out, and until then I’m happy with loving whoever needs it.